Isn't human nature wierd? One small comment- my view on someone completely changes. One twisted view- make me feel hurt and aggressive. One sinningly characteristic- make me hate someone. Lately I've realised there are so many people that are just so selfish! How do these people even survive in this world? How could someone love them?? Something I will never understand.

I'm grateful i have empathy and selflessness (to an extent) It makes me feel like I actually have a heart, and am open to love- if i have those characteristics. People say i'm too nice,, yet when i've had enough of being pushed around I suddenly become agressive and fustrated. When in actual fact i dont want to be, and I had just been keeping it all inside.

Also don't you hate it when someone you thought you were close to turns their back on you, becomes rude and has no time to spend on their "real" friends. Maybe she's grown up too fast, and has found that she can choose him over me. Maybe she's spending so much time with him that she's becoming like him!

I may be a bitch, but I LOVE it when the person I consider an "enemy" -as they hurt me and knew they were doing it- has been beaten to the crunch, and envious of me. Why should I protect them from the truth and allow them to have power??
Ha.

Aside from the ranting...
I have a baby brother! Henry Richard <3 21st September.
School all good for now *fingers crossed*
I have a Job! Enerchi receptionist! oh yes....
my wisdom teeth are coming through! they are sore a lil, though.

The pen magpie.... I chose this title as when i was looking through my pencil case i realised over half of the pens aren't mine, and that whenever i see a pen in school i pick it up (within reason- hehe *yoinks pen out of firths hand- ha!) And i thought about DA and thought... a blog is in order. and I realised chow is a penmagpie too..

On that note. I adore the boy who has been by my side and constantly there for me the past 6 months (nearly 7) you have given me so much happiness! and made me smile like i've never smiled before. MY dream of perfection and i don't want it to ever go away.

I love you.

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